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Friday, April 14, 2006

well . everytime i blog i always feel " funny " . whenever i start blogging my mind will gradually wonder to the past and i will start to tear . sighh . whenever i think bout the past i always feel bad and sad . i didn cherish my friends and him . really regretted . badly regretted . if there is a time fly back machine , no matter how much it cost i`ll get it by hook or by crook .

*****conversation between xuan and sya****

xuan: hello syakiri .

syakirin: *kept quiet*

xuan: syakiri .

syakirin: whats the big deal .

xuan: syakiri . syakiri . syakiri .

xuan: how i wish i could go back to pri 5 .

xuan: last time Jolynn call you syakiri right then at that time both of you very close .

syakirin: that was the happiest day of my life .

xuan: O.O

syakirin: *doing his work . his face became very sad .*

------end of conversation------

OMG ! ! ! did he say " that was the happiest day of my life " ? my LIFE ? sigh . felt so regretted . didn cherish him back in the days whereby both of us were very close . my close means VERY close ok . haiix . but whats the point ? it already passed . now he only say that he like me alittle bit . haiix .

hmm . first thing when we (6A) stepped into the class , got repremanded by Mrs So . stupid . why is it always the 6As ? why is it that the stupid principal is always coming to our class and create troble to our class pupils ? dont she have nothing better to do rather then bullshitting ? going around pin-pointing at people . scolding then severly for some minor mistake ? what the hell is this . seriously i just dont understand why is it that its always the 6As who is been compared . for example if we didn score well or full marks or our test , teachers will start screaming at us and says that why didn we score a full mark ? please lah teachers . if you think its so easy to be able to score full marks then at the end of the year , all the primary sixes will pass their PSLE with flying colours . then those schoool like Raffles Girls School , Nanyang Girls , Chinese High . Angol Chinese School , Rive vally etc will all be occupied . and those school which is an average school will be left emty . seriously i just dont understand why is it that the 6As are not supposed to be alittle mischivious and naughty like the other classes ? ( i`m not saying other class is naughty or mischivous . what i mean is that they are always playing around with each other which is very fun . ) we 6As are also human being . you cant expect us to be studying while the others are having fun with their friends , using the computer and etc . well . Mrs so ask that why we 6As is behaving in such manner . ok . i`ll answer it . we behave in this manner as we can hardly do that . not like other classes . everyday having fun in class . ( i`m not saying that other classes only plays around but didn study . what i mean is that while studying , they can also be alittle naughty like saying jokes in class , fool around . play around in the class . ) what about the 6As ? STUDYING STUDYING AND MORE STUDYING . after going through one subject immediately we were asked to take out our other subject work . no break at all . of cause if we have the chance of misbehaving , we 'll definately make full good use of it as we can HARDLY do that . teachers and principal kept saying that why is it that only infront of Mrs Chandran we then know how to behave but in front of the other teachers , we behave till as though we like some monkeys . please lah teachers . Mrs Chandran is so scary . who would dare to go against her ? is that with Mrs Chandran around , we cant show out our true colour . and i also find it very funny . why do teachers wants us to explain about our movement ? is a explaination needed ? kept asking for a explaination on why we were playing . play means play lah . still got why we were playing mehh ? we play cause we like ma , or else what do you expect ? and also why we were talking . why we were noisy . please lah teachers . i dont think a explaination is required for our movements and behaviour for that . i find it kinda ridiculars or should i say stupid for demanding an explaination from us !

Amanda`s post :

Got scolded by Mrs So today... severely... :'( she even threathened to strip me off my tie... wadever. actually better. cuz prefect so stress. do a little bit of thing wrongly then u get scolded till u mati... then run a little in sch the pupils will say you prefect leh, have to set gd example. You mean wat? prefect not human ah? u really think prefect = perfect meh?? like real lor... and teacher want us to explain. explain wat? play means play lah! still got why i play one meh? i play cuz feel like it mah, if not wat? JUYING PRIMARY SCHOOL IS WORST THEN A PRISON!! Make use of us juz to attract more students to our hell school. I remember Mstan say: " Amanda, you muz get at least 275. Like then more students will come and study in our school." u see? she only cares about her sch and not her pupils. play a little they say u always play. crazy one lor!!! I am sure most of you from 6A will agree with me.

i like this sentence best whereby she say " and teacher want us to explain . explain wat?play means play lah! still got why i play one meh?i play cuz i feel like it mah,if not wat? " hahha . it rocks man . totally agreed with her . well said Amanda . *clap clap*

recess time had loads of fun with Farhan . so fun . he kept making me laugh . then cause Ming Mei was standing beside me then i was talking to him then he say " where is ming mei arh , i cant see her . is it she too ugly to attract my attention ?" haha . only me , Farhan and Ming Mei knows what it means . LOL`~ then i branjal him coffee . then we stand at one corner and talking nonsense . =) kept laughing . then saw Adam and he never fails to say " syakirin lehh ? " then cause i was asking him something then he kept " syakirin lehh ? " and didn listen to my question . -___-" then cause i was walking with ming mei to the vending machine then suddenly ming mei shouted " syakirin " then i see around then suddenly he walked infornt of me . i almost bang till him . lucky i didn cause he was holding on to his plate of rice . but even if i bang into it i dont think he will scold me . =) then Farhan saw it was at there laughing like mad . -___-" then kept teasing me . then went to the vending machine there and continue with our talk then syakirin came too . did he ? lol . then Farhan say " can taufik call u snow white ?" then i was like LOL`~ haha . cause they say i`m very fair . haha . then talked with my sisters . zi xuan kept making us laugh . soon , the music was been played then cause i was walking to my class then Adam already sat down then i almost fell as i tripped till his leg . LOL `~ then he kept laughing . after we got back from recess , got another scolding . ass`~ and i dont think what Mrs So did was fair . she's obviously venting her frastation on us . pupils who get the question wrong will have to be scolded by her severly . lucky i got all my sums correct and cause i was asked to go to the board to do one sum as i got that question wrong then luckily my correction was right . cheer `~

soon , after scchool went down to the canteen to have our break . saw Farhan . asked him whether he has any chnage then cause actually he was looking for in his wallet then i talked to him then talk talk talk and he forgotten all about the change and kept his wallet then i say " a . change lehh ?" then he "oh ya " then both of us laugh . but he didn have any change so he branjal me milo lor . then he so funny . cause each milo is $0.60 then a boy whom was infornt of him him put $0.50 and he pressed the button then han say " ehh hum . excuse me boy . its $0.60 . not $0.50 " then me and mavis kept laughing . people queeing at the back was always laughing . haha . after buying the milo , i took it out and realized that it doesn has a straw . -__-" then i say " han lousy lah . u "dong" the milo no straw one " lol . then zhao ming go snatch and bit . -__-" but i still drank it cause mavis pass me a straw . then me , Mavis and Farhan talked lor then suddenly sya came then he was looking at me and say " monica chen " then i looked at him then he say again then i look at Farhan and say " he talking to me arh ? " then Farhan say he siao liao . then he ask me why nowadays people kept " monica chen " then i say " monica chen" means mo - ni - ca - chen . LOL`~ touch your ass . then upon hearing this , Farhan laughed in a horrordous manner . very funny lor . his reaction . then sya was also laughing . =D loved his smile . *wink* han`s one too . then very sad lah cause sya was actually talking to Mavis not me . sya didn talk to me . he`s indeed avoiding me . whenever he sees me , his face will turn red and form the look of his expression , i can see that he`s feeling embarrass . haiix . then han so funny . he see me abit sad sad ( my best brother who understand me the best ) say " dont come arh . violence ." then he put hiis hand around sya's neck then pretended like he's hittiing him then sya kept laughing . =D

so after talking went to the maths corner with han , xuan and mavis . then we were talking erm i think is me and han was talking suddenly the "gang" came then damn noisy lor . then they really very violent . dont really like the "gang" to mix with Ravinder they all . then han scare i get hurt from their violence so he kept saying to me " sister . dont come so near . very violent " then i just smile then hack care hack care lor . see them fight . OMG !` o.o one word to describle " HIONG" haha . really heard that it was Ravinder`s birthday so the "gang" and taufik hit him . then i see le O.O wah . faint . then sya saw me at there too then he also like worried worried . lol . then very funny sia Kelvin Ng . he make Yu Hui then Yu Hui's reaction was so . . . . hahaha . me , han , xuan and mavis see already at there laughing then Farhan laughed in a very horrordous manner like previously . LOL`~ then later Kelvin Ng say " just now who drink the milk ?" then me and xuan say is xin yi then he walked infront of xin yi and threw 2 wet flowers on xin yi`s face then her face have water . funny lor . then xuan and me kept laughing . soon . 1.30p.m . the "gang" and the char bors(me , xuan , mavs n xin yi) and han was still at the maths corner there fooling aorund then after awhile we went up to hall . when we was outside 6B , i looked at 6C then say Adam and Syakirin then i looked at Adam ; he was looking at me too then i " ha ha ha " then he also "ha ha ha " then i " ha ha ha " then he "ha ha ha" again but in a very exarragatting manner . lol . sya hear le was at there laughing . then MT lesson was so boring . han walked pass my class then at that point of time i was tieing my hair then he made me laugh by doing all those stupid movement then i laughed till very loud then whole class looked at me then han saw le kept laughing . then after about 10 minutes , han walked back then again , he made those stupid action and make me laugh then i laugh till very loud then han kept laughing . LOL`~

soon , it was dismissal time . at the mama shop saw sya they all and Farhan . he kept making me laugh sia . buay ta han . haha . then syakirin , Fahan they all at there sparring then cause i was walking with xuan n xin yi the suddenly Farhan say " Jolynn . you got see anyone fight like this ?" then he dance bellet dance for me then i at there laugh very loud then i laughed like mad while saying " hahahahahah . bellet ." then upon seeing my reaction , everyone(Farhan , Syakirin , Zulhaily , Afiq , Zulhilmi ) at there laughed . LOL`~ Adam went home liao . not fun . =( then xuan cried . haiix . i also wanted too but i tolerate my tears from rolling down my cheek until i reached home . =) wahh . then while walking to the bus-stop , alot people call me like Ahmad , Desmond ,Farhan , Syafi ,Iffah , Denzel ,Zulhaily and etc . lol . now i agree with xuan lar . think that i`m popular . =x opps . haha .

- WHY are u leaving me ? -

- WHEN will you stop treating me as though i`m a stranger to you . -

- i really love you , yes i do . -

- dont say you love or miss me if your heart didn do it . infact you`r reluctantly doing it just to pleased or make me happy . if i know it , i will be realy sad . haiix . -

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